Right now i am currently over thinking.
I just know how much I really love you.
How such a big part of me belongs to you.
I am crazy about you, and that makes me crazy.
I really don’t know what I’d do without you.
I don’t know why I am over thinking right now..
I am pretty sure that what we have is true..
I guess in the back of my head I feel like nothing that makes me happy lasts.
Like I said I am crazy.
Like I doom everything from the start.
When I start questioning everything. even for no reason,
I push people away, but i don’t want to push YOU away.
It my defense system, i push you away cause i dont want to get hurt..
but I’m in to deep now, ill get hurt, so i cant push you away.
Im over thinking i hope, i pray im over thinking..
Im scared.
